College for me has been a journey full of struggle, learning, and valuable experiences. During the first four semesters I was actively involved in campus organizations. I spent almost every day attending meetings, working on programs, and participating in social activities. From those activities I learned about leadership, communication, and responsibility. At one point the head of my student association proposed my name as a candidate for the head of the student executive body (BEM).
I felt deeply honored to be considered for such a leadership position. However, after weighing many factors, I declined the offer. It was not because I avoided challenges, but because I realized I was not ready. At that time my family was facing difficulties and I needed to focus on finding independent solutions. For me, leadership is not only about holding a title; it is about having the awareness to choose the right path according to one’s circumstances.
Teaching as an Independent Path
By the fifth semester I began looking for extra income by teaching at tutoring centers and giving private lessons. From that experience I learned how to manage my time, maintain consistency, and value every rupiah earned through my own effort. The money I made was modest — barely enough for daily needs. There were times I would only have IDR 30,000 for fuel, which was enough for a round trip between Bekasi and Pasar Rebo for two days. If my calculations were off, the fuel could run out on the road and I would have to push my motorcycle on the roadside.
One Night Stranded in Lubang Buaya
There is one experience I will never forget. One night, around midnight, my motorcycle broke down in the Lubang Buaya area. I panicked because it was already very late. Fortunately, there was a small repair shop still open. Another problem arose: I did not have any money on me. Reluctantly, I left my vehicle registration document (STNK) as collateral so the mechanic could fix the bike that night. The next morning I returned to settle the repair bill. From that incident I learned the meaning of honesty, trust, and gratitude — that there is always a way out, even in situations that seem hopeless.
Pivotal Encounters and Mutual Support
Beyond my personal experiences, college life also introduced me to many new people. I met fellow tutors, classmates, and others who were once strangers but later became part of my story. We formed mutually beneficial collaborations — a kind of mutualism. Some helped me find new students, some shared information, and some simply offered encouragement. I learned that life becomes lighter when shared with others.
I am reminded of a verse in the Qur’an:
"O you who have believed, eat from the good things which We have provided for you and be grateful to Allah, if it is indeed Him that you worship."
(Qur’an, Al-Baqarah: 172). This verse reminds me that lawful earnings and gratitude to God are paramount.
I believe that one day every rupiah we possess will be accounted for before God. Therefore, I strive to be consistent,
work honestly, and trust that lawful sustenance, even when small, is more blessed than wealth of uncertain origin.
There is also a related thought found in the Bible:
"Wealth gained hastily will dwindle, but whoever gathers little by little will increase it."
(Proverbs 13:11). This reinforces the value of steady, honest effort over quick and uncertain gains.
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